Tersenyumlah

Aku pengen membuatmu tersenyum...

walaupun aku ga ada didalamnya...

I don't want to miss a thing (AEROSMITH)

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall a sleep
cause I miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Belajar untuk tidak merindukannmu

Sudah 2 hari...
bisakah kamu bayangkan
Sudah 2 hari...
mencoba menahan semua keinginan
Sudah 2 hari
berteman dengan kesendirian
dan 3 hari...
it's going harder...
loosing concentration..
dan 3 hari...
hasilnya jatuh di got...

Sebuah permintaan..

walaupun rasa itu telah hilang..
walaupun saat-saat itu telah berganti..
tidak pernah ada satu keinginanku untuk membuatmu sedih..
membuatmu menangis..
maaf..

semoga bahagia selalu menyertaimu..

Hari ini bukan kemarin

uangku hilang hari ini...
that is not the worst part.. the worst part is that i'm expecting too much!
aku ga bisa cerita ke temen2ku uangku hilang.. there's a reason for that..
aku cm cerita ke satu orang.. n i guess i'm expecting too much
seharusnya aku tau ketika aku tadi berdiri di depan cermin..
seharusnya aku tidak menatap hpku tiap lima menit....
seharusnya aku tidak tidak minum itu hari ini...
andaikan saja pikiran dan logikaku menang..
tapi hari ini bukan kemarin..
hari ini aku tidur ditemani botol itu..
dan besok aku akan terbangun dengan bau itu di mulutku..
uangku hilang dan i'm expecting too much!

*satu2nya hiburan malam ini adalah ketika aku dikompas orang gila ketika malam2 nongkrong sendirian... bahkan orang gilapun tau..

Wordless

Ada saatnya ketika aku merasa begitu kesepian
Ada saatnya ketika aku merasa ketakutan
Ingin kuucapkan rasa cintaku padamu,
akankah kamu peduli dengan apa yang aku ucapkan?

Ada malam ketika aku bertanya-tanya,
siapa yang telah mencuri perhatianmu
Keinginan itu melebihi rasa laparku,
tapi aku tidak memiliki keberanian untuk mengucapkannya,
bahwa cinta ini membuatku gila.

Tapi...biarlah ,
hari ini aku telah memutuskan untuk berbagi perasaanku padamu.
aku siap mencurahkan semua perasaanku.
Akankah kau memeluk dan menciumku dan memberitahuku bahwa kau mencintaiku?
Atau.. akankah kata-kataku akan menjauhkan kita lagi?

Tapi....
bagaimana jika kata-kataku akan menjauhkan kita
bagaimana jika kata-kataku membuat pandanganmu berubah
bagaimana aku bisa membayangkan kita bersama
jika aku tidak bisa hidup dengan rasa sakit itu?

Mungkin aku hanya akan terus berpura-pura
bahwa yang terbaik untuk kita adalah menjadi "teman"
itu mungkin lebih baik daripada kehilanganmu sepenuhnya...

Tapi sekali lagi ...

Tidurku

Adzan subuh mulai terdengar... mimpi itu terasa indah

ada sebuah keinginan yang menghentak dalam hati

ada sebuah permintaan yang terobsesikan dalam pikiran

Tuhan tolong kembalikan aku pada mimpi itu

disanalah duniaku bisa bahagia

disanalah tawaku bisa menggema